Tuesday, August 3, 2010

*The Sis I`ve Always Wanted*


She was always the sis i wanted
she laughed at my sillyness
it felt like she was in my presence
the sound of her voice always made me giggle
for some reason she felt the love i had for her brother without me sayinq a word
i cherish her with my heart
even though we hardly talked every lil word she spoke and every lil sound she made touched me in a way ive never been touched
its like if i had a wish it would be to make her happy
she like the lil sis ive always wanted
as tears fall down my face i feel like ive let her down all cuz of this stupid situation
a situation that could of been avoided
a situation that got way outta hand
a situation mislead...misguided.....misunderstood
i feel so stupid for lettinq her down knowinq she wanted to see me it hurts my heart i just cant stand the fact of  lookinq at him it burns all the bullshit 4 what look where it ended us up at.....i feel like this lil qirl has a spot in my heart because she has the same blood running through her body as he does so its like a feeling i cant fight
           and i dont want her to suffer not seeinq me because of this...........*sigh*
if i could put a label on her it will be my lil princess who can have the crown of my heart
she just the sis i wish i had a sis ive always wanted a sis i need even to joke play and maybe fight with but da most to share memories i will never forget


she`s KIARA <3

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